<?xml version='1.0' encoding='UTF-8'?><?xml-stylesheet href="http://www.blogger.com/styles/atom.css" type="text/css"?><feed xmlns='http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom' xmlns:openSearch='http://a9.com/-/spec/opensearchrss/1.0/' xmlns:georss='http://www.georss.org/georss' xmlns:gd='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005' xmlns:thr='http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0'><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1038105021538798573</id><updated>2011-07-07T16:06:21.947-07:00</updated><title type='text'>my feelings and stories</title><subtitle type='html'></subtitle><link rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#feed' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://justincrusade.blogspot.com/feeds/posts/default'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1038105021538798573/posts/default?max-results=100'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://justincrusade.blogspot.com/'/><link rel='hub' href='http://pubsubhubbub.appspot.com/'/><author><name>justin</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/00172475848299892245</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><generator version='7.00' uri='http://www.blogger.com'>Blogger</generator><openSearch:totalResults>8</openSearch:totalResults><openSearch:startIndex>1</openSearch:startIndex><openSearch:itemsPerPage>100</openSearch:itemsPerPage><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1038105021538798573.post-6941666665196950889</id><published>2009-10-16T07:34:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2009-10-16T08:04:26.153-07:00</updated><title type='text'>不懂该怎么面对你</title><content type='html'>看了你的信息之后。。。&lt;div&gt;我仿佛没了心情&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;本来还好好的&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;为什么你要突然问我酱的问题？？？&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;我都不懂该怎么回答 &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;如果换作是你，你又会怎么回答我呢？&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;我想。。。&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;应该答案也不会好到哪里去吧？&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;虽然fong一直都跟我说你不会离开我&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;他也很坚持的肯定&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;但是，我对你始终失去了信心&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;我已有了那种恐惧感&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;虽然很久都没那种感觉了&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;但是。。。现在那种感觉回来了，我依然还是那样的怕&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;依然还是跟以前一样的胆小&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;我本来还以为我可以再承受多一次的打击&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;但我却发现&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;我承受不了&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;我真的是很累了&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;对不起~&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;=[&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1038105021538798573-6941666665196950889?l=justincrusade.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://justincrusade.blogspot.com/feeds/6941666665196950889/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://justincrusade.blogspot.com/2009/10/blog-post.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1038105021538798573/posts/default/6941666665196950889'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1038105021538798573/posts/default/6941666665196950889'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://justincrusade.blogspot.com/2009/10/blog-post.html' title='不懂该怎么面对你'/><author><name>justin</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/00172475848299892245</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1038105021538798573.post-8262318502751751595</id><published>2009-10-10T02:39:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2009-10-10T02:43:15.546-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>warh~&lt;div&gt;so long didn update blog le...&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;hmmm&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;today write wat lerh...&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;errr...&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;everythings doin fine&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;relationship between me and nelly has increased&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;wakaka&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;very happy&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;she promised me not to leave me &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;never&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;and ive promised her the same thing as well&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;hope that we could walk through difficulties in future together as we are doin now &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;i lurv u dear~&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1038105021538798573-8262318502751751595?l=justincrusade.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://justincrusade.blogspot.com/feeds/8262318502751751595/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://justincrusade.blogspot.com/2009/10/warh-so-long-didn-update-blog-le.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1038105021538798573/posts/default/8262318502751751595'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1038105021538798573/posts/default/8262318502751751595'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://justincrusade.blogspot.com/2009/10/warh-so-long-didn-update-blog-le.html' title=''/><author><name>justin</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/00172475848299892245</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1038105021538798573.post-3561337097158992563</id><published>2009-09-24T08:42:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2009-09-24T08:51:19.074-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>im so scared...&lt;br /&gt;do you know that????&lt;br /&gt;im scared that you will be leaving me one day...&lt;br /&gt;you gave me happiness and u could also take it away from me&lt;br /&gt;its the first time we met today,&lt;br /&gt;im very happy that u've toked to me&lt;br /&gt;but when i arrived home...&lt;br /&gt;u didn even text me like u do this afternoon&lt;br /&gt;i know that u've runned out of credit&lt;br /&gt;but u did text me using ur moms mobile this afternoon didn you???&lt;br /&gt;u could do the same thing to mayb...praise me??&lt;br /&gt;haizz&lt;br /&gt;u totally ignored me!&lt;br /&gt;but no matter wat...&lt;br /&gt;theres only three words that i have to say to u&lt;br /&gt;and its ' love you'&lt;br /&gt;i always do no matter wat happens&lt;br /&gt;but, do you love me???&lt;br /&gt;its still an unknown question to me to answer that&lt;br /&gt;hope u would give me a desired answr for this question, and don dissapoint me&lt;br /&gt;='[&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1038105021538798573-3561337097158992563?l=justincrusade.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://justincrusade.blogspot.com/feeds/3561337097158992563/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://justincrusade.blogspot.com/2009/09/im-so-scared.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1038105021538798573/posts/default/3561337097158992563'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1038105021538798573/posts/default/3561337097158992563'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://justincrusade.blogspot.com/2009/09/im-so-scared.html' title=''/><author><name>justin</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/00172475848299892245</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1038105021538798573.post-2871990648060523022</id><published>2009-09-14T07:20:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2009-09-14T07:30:13.983-07:00</updated><title type='text'>失望啊~</title><content type='html'>唉~&lt;div&gt;你朋友告诉我你今天看了纸条就丢掉了&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;一句话也不托她跟我说&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;伤心透了~&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;显咯你&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;其实在我看你的blog之前我有很多东西想要对你说跟你投诉的&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;但是看了你的blog之后&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;我就再也不敢跟你说什么也不敢向你埋怨了&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;因为我怕你烦&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;怕你不开心&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;也怕你会离开我&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;我宁愿不跟你出也要保持着我们现在这样的关系&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;我宁愿不跟你投诉也不要跟你吵架&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;因为。。。。&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;我爱你&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;希望你不要离开我。。。&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1038105021538798573-2871990648060523022?l=justincrusade.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://justincrusade.blogspot.com/feeds/2871990648060523022/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://justincrusade.blogspot.com/2009/09/blog-post_14.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1038105021538798573/posts/default/2871990648060523022'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1038105021538798573/posts/default/2871990648060523022'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://justincrusade.blogspot.com/2009/09/blog-post_14.html' title='失望啊~'/><author><name>justin</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/00172475848299892245</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1038105021538798573.post-6097642644115571965</id><published>2009-09-13T07:14:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2009-09-13T07:35:01.499-07:00</updated><title type='text'>失望的一天:(</title><content type='html'>今天。。。是我人生中最难度过的一天&lt;br /&gt;等你online等了一整天却等不到&lt;br /&gt;我总觉得今天的每一分一秒都很难过&lt;br /&gt;我从2点开始等你上线。。。&lt;br /&gt;等啊等，等到4点，我累了，但是我一直提醒自己不可以睡！！！&lt;br /&gt;一定要等到她上线为止．．．&lt;br /&gt;所以就酱又等到了７点&lt;br /&gt;你始终还是没有上线&lt;br /&gt;这时，是我的晚餐时间了，我没出去吃&lt;br /&gt;因为我怕&lt;br /&gt;怕我出去了你才上线&lt;br /&gt;所以我坚持跟我爸说我不出&lt;br /&gt;害得我跟我爸吵架&lt;br /&gt;唉～&lt;br /&gt;等到了八点半&lt;br /&gt;你还是没再线上&lt;br /&gt;我真的是太累了&lt;br /&gt;而且又开始觉得头痛了&lt;br /&gt;所以不知不觉的&lt;br /&gt;我就睡着了&lt;br /&gt;大概在九点的时候&lt;br /&gt;我突然想起了你&lt;br /&gt;想起了我还要等你上线&lt;br /&gt;所以我赶快从床上跳起来&lt;br /&gt;看了看我电脑．．．&lt;br /&gt;这时，&lt;br /&gt;我绝望了&lt;br /&gt;我也知道你不可能会再上线了&lt;br /&gt;我把电脑关了&lt;br /&gt;然后自己煮了泡面吃&lt;br /&gt;吃完了之后．．．已是九点半了&lt;br /&gt;之后我就躺下来&lt;br /&gt;想到底要不要再继续等下去&lt;br /&gt;到最后我到底还是决定了&lt;br /&gt;开电脑等&lt;br /&gt;开了电脑之后&lt;br /&gt;你呢．．．却还不在线上&lt;br /&gt;我就想到了一个方法&lt;br /&gt;把电脑声量开到最大声&lt;br /&gt;弄完了&lt;br /&gt;我才安心的睡．．．&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' 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rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1038105021538798573.post-2692769091889231338</id><published>2009-09-12T03:19:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2009-09-12T03:22:38.946-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>今天。。。&lt;br /&gt;不是很高兴咯&lt;br /&gt;‘她’电话又被没收了&lt;br /&gt;唉~&lt;br /&gt;我要的是她陪我&lt;br /&gt;而不是别人。。。&lt;br /&gt;真希望她家人不反对啊~&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1038105021538798573-2692769091889231338?l=justincrusade.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://justincrusade.blogspot.com/feeds/2692769091889231338/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://justincrusade.blogspot.com/2009/09/blog-post_12.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1038105021538798573/posts/default/2692769091889231338'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1038105021538798573/posts/default/2692769091889231338'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://justincrusade.blogspot.com/2009/09/blog-post_12.html' title=''/><author><name>justin</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/00172475848299892245</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1038105021538798573.post-3240879462435143285</id><published>2009-09-11T06:14:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2009-09-11T06:17:51.419-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>今天我真的很高兴&lt;br /&gt;高兴什么呢？？？&lt;br /&gt;当然是高兴你又来找我咯&lt;br /&gt;但是也有不开心的事情在学校里发生拉&lt;br /&gt;今天在学校下午课的时候．．．&lt;br /&gt;我在班上跟老师吵架&lt;br /&gt;唉&lt;br /&gt;那个老师死不欠扁咯！！！&lt;br /&gt;很显她啊．．．&lt;br /&gt;迟早一定给人打的&lt;br /&gt;XD&lt;br /&gt;wakaka&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1038105021538798573-3240879462435143285?l=justincrusade.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://justincrusade.blogspot.com/feeds/3240879462435143285/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://justincrusade.blogspot.com/2009/09/xd-wakaka.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1038105021538798573/posts/default/3240879462435143285'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1038105021538798573/posts/default/3240879462435143285'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://justincrusade.blogspot.com/2009/09/xd-wakaka.html' title=''/><author><name>justin</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/00172475848299892245</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1038105021538798573.post-426529602274158248</id><published>2009-09-10T06:12:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2009-09-10T06:25:44.099-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>有时。。。&lt;br /&gt;我真的觉得我跟你。。。不可能到永远~&lt;br /&gt;但是有时你却给了我一种感觉。。。就是。。。我们能在一起长长久久。。。这种长长久久的感觉是不是真的呢？？？&lt;br /&gt;是不是真实世界理会实现的呢？？？&lt;br /&gt;还是这只是我的想象罢了？&lt;br /&gt;我有时真的很怀疑，但是我始终还是选择了相信你。因为你到底是我女朋友.&lt;br /&gt;希望你不会让我失望&lt;br /&gt;我看了你的blog之后我就再也没心情看下去了&lt;br /&gt;虽然你是有陪我信息也有安慰我拉&lt;br /&gt;但是我心里还是会存有那种恐惧感&lt;br /&gt;恐惧你会离我而去&lt;br /&gt;我有过这种感觉&lt;br /&gt;很难受~&lt;br /&gt;我希望你不会是第二个'她'&lt;br /&gt;但是我可以保证&lt;br /&gt;若你是第二个'她'&lt;br /&gt;我会比上次更难过&lt;br /&gt;因为我这次是非常之认真&lt;br /&gt;无法形容的感觉...&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1038105021538798573-426529602274158248?l=justincrusade.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://justincrusade.blogspot.com/feeds/426529602274158248/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://justincrusade.blogspot.com/2009/09/blog-post.html#comment-form' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1038105021538798573/posts/default/426529602274158248'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' 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